Abandoned
Posted in : Poetry on by : ks Tags: abandonment, darkness, dead inside, god, suicide
HaShem gave me a gift, as he promised true,
then took it back, I had one deed left to do.
HaShem gave me a gift, as he promised true,
then took it back, I had one deed left to do.
I thought I understood the effect I had had on people, how I had made them feel. I was wrong. I had no idea of the severity of my actions on others.
…my heart was crushed. I screamed, but no sound came out. I cried, but no tear fell.
I locked myself in my room and went through my medication. I found one with a low lethal dose and proceeded to take them, one every twenty minutes, so I wouldn’t vomit them up.
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