Abandoned
Posted in : Poetry on by : ks Tags: abandonment, darkness, dead inside, god, suicide
HaShem gave me a gift, as he promised true,
then took it back, I had one deed left to do.
HaShem gave me a gift, as he promised true,
then took it back, I had one deed left to do.
I thought I understood the effect I had had on people, how I had made them feel. I was wrong. I had no idea of the severity of my actions on others.
I told her she had school, so she asked if she could come again next weekend.
I consider this “stolen” time.
…but the day ended in me lying and running away in tears.
With court papers in hand, I came home with a close friend, to check if this tumor was still here, but the malignant growth had left. It took me weeks to track it down, but I did, and I had the papers served on Tuesday evening at 11:30pm.
Years ago when she was battling she asked to borrow money from me and I declined. Then, when I needed it most she loaned me a car. I still remember the evening I sat in her office and she didn’t ask for much, but I declined. Cold and heartless. And years later, she could help me, and with out even asking her, she offered.
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