I am collecting suicide notes and I am going to start posting them here. Not for me, but for you.
The book has always been very difficult for me to work on, and it has been nearly ten years I have been working on it, not sharing my notes with anyone. So when you read it here, it will be the first time I shared it with the world.
I am lying on my death bed as a nurse writes this down for me, with the instruction to deliver it to you without my three sons reading it. Attached to this letter is my final will and testament. You may find it concerning that I am not leaving anything to my three sons. You will also find a portable computer hard drive.