Weekly Diary of Karl Schurmann – The words in my head…

A Novel

Posted in : The tragedy of four girls on Dec 24, 2019 by : ks

It has become more than an essay. The story is both a work of fiction and a true story. The events that occur in the story happen in real life.

Suicide Notes

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Dec 23, 2019 by : ks

I am collecting suicide notes and I am going to start posting them here. Not for me, but for you.

Silencing the Voice of God

Posted in : Silencing the Voice of God on Nov 10, 2019 by : ks

The book has always been very difficult for me to work on, and it has been nearly ten years I have been working on it, not sharing my notes with anyone. So when you read it here, it will be the first time I shared it with the world.

A letter from Dorothy

Posted in : Philosophy on Feb 11, 2020 by : ks

I am lying on my death bed as a nurse writes this down for me, with the instruction to deliver it to you without my three sons reading it. Attached to this letter is my final will and testament. You may find it concerning that I am not leaving anything to my three sons. You will also find a portable computer hard drive.

Suicide on live TV

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Feb 10, 2020 by : ks

This note was read out by a US State Treasurer on live TV after being sentenced to 55 years for corruption.

Hurt

Posted in : Cover Music on Feb 7, 2020 by : ks

Every Friday I will post an awesome cover song from YouTube. To get your weekend going… if you like the song, please share it to your Facebook by clicking the Share button.

No little child should be hurt

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Feb 3, 2020 by : ks

I’ve been hospitalized for attempts before. I’ve been put on medications to help the depression… the mental disorders that doctors are so quick to diagnose. I’m sick of it all.

Somebody That I Used To Know

Posted in : Cover Music on Jan 31, 2020 by : ks

Every Friday I will post an awesome cover song from YouTube. To get your weekend going… if you like the song, please share it to your Facebook by clicking the Share button.

A final poem

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Jan 27, 2020 by : ks

My eyes reflect my misery
Of the darkness deep within,

We Can’t Stop

Posted in : Cover Music on Jan 24, 2020 by : ks

Every Friday I will post an awesome cover song from YouTube. To get your weekend going… if you like the song, please share it to your Facebook by clicking the Share button.

Chapter 1 – Part 5

Posted in : The tragedy of four girls on Jan 22, 2020 by : ks

My wife died 15 years ago. Cancer. But when I knocked you in the road this morning, you looked just like her on the day we met. It was like she had come back from the dead.

Pushed over the edge

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Jan 20, 2020 by : ks

No more I will pay the bills. No more I will drive the car. No more I will wash, iron & mend any clothes.

Africa

Posted in : Cover Music on Jan 17, 2020 by : ks

Every Friday I will post an awesome cover song from YouTube. To get your weekend going… if you like the song, please share it to your Facebook by clicking the Share button.

Chaos

Posted in : Quotes on Jan 16, 2020 by : ks

In the midst of chaos…

Chapter 1 – Part 4

Posted in : The tragedy of four girls on Jan 15, 2020 by : ks

These boys have mommy and daddy’s money, we have what they want, so we take their money. Come on, loosen up. It’s easy money.

Going mad..

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Jan 13, 2020 by : ks

I don’t think two people could have been happier ’til this terrible disease came. I can’t fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know.

Chapter 2 – Part 8

Posted in : Silencing the Voice of God on Jan 12, 2020 by : ks

She would knock at the door… “Yes?” I replied. Silence. A few minutes later, she would knock again, “Yes?” Silence.

In The End

Posted in : Cover Music on Jan 10, 2020 by : ks

Every Friday I will post an awesome cover song from YouTube. To get your weekend going… if you like the song, please share it to your Facebook by clicking the Share button.

The fear of a revolution

Posted in : Quotes on Jan 9, 2020 by : ks

…the liberators emerge as elitists…

Chapter 1 – Part 3

Posted in : The tragedy of four girls on Jan 8, 2020 by : ks

As Angie ran across the road, she got caught in the headlights of an oncoming car. The car slammed on breaks but hit her anyway. Angie lay on the road, both legs were broken.

A comment left on a website

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Jan 6, 2020 by : ks

And as i write this i realize how long it’s taken me to find the words and i can feel my lungs hurt and my eyes are blurry and hurt and i am tired of putting myself in dangerous situations just to feel alive and real and I’ve spent so much time trying to convince myself that my heart is beating because i am alive and real and human and sometimes when i can hear it beating and i have my fingers on my neck to check i get a glimpse of what it’s like to remember what it feels to be alive

Chapter 2 – Part 7

Posted in : Silencing the Voice of God on Jan 5, 2020 by : ks

The difference now was that she knew how to cover her tracks…

Hallelujah

Posted in : Cover Music on Jan 3, 2020 by : ks

Every Friday I will post an awesome cover song from YouTube. To get your weekend going… if you like the song, please share it to your Facebook by clicking the Share button.

A Novel

Posted in : The tragedy of four girls on Dec 24, 2019 by : ks

Suicide Notes

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Dec 23, 2019 by : ks

Silencing the Voice of God

Posted in : Silencing the Voice of God on Nov 10, 2019 by : ks

A letter from Dorothy

Posted in : Philosophy on Feb 11, 2020 by : ks

Suicide on live TV

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Feb 10, 2020 by : ks

Hurt

Posted in : Cover Music on Feb 7, 2020 by : ks

No little child should be hurt

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Feb 3, 2020 by : ks

Somebody That I Used To Know

Posted in : Cover Music on Jan 31, 2020 by : ks

A final poem

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Jan 27, 2020 by : ks

We Can’t Stop

Posted in : Cover Music on Jan 24, 2020 by : ks

Chapter 1 – Part 5

Posted in : The tragedy of four girls on Jan 22, 2020 by : ks

Pushed over the edge

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Jan 20, 2020 by : ks

Africa

Posted in : Cover Music on Jan 17, 2020 by : ks

Chaos

Posted in : Quotes on Jan 16, 2020 by : ks

Chapter 1 – Part 4

Posted in : The tragedy of four girls on Jan 15, 2020 by : ks

Going mad..

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Jan 13, 2020 by : ks

Chapter 2 – Part 8

Posted in : Silencing the Voice of God on Jan 12, 2020 by : ks

In The End

Posted in : Cover Music on Jan 10, 2020 by : ks

The fear of a revolution

Posted in : Quotes on Jan 9, 2020 by : ks

Chapter 1 – Part 3

Posted in : The tragedy of four girls on Jan 8, 2020 by : ks

A comment left on a website

Posted in : Collection of Suicide Notes on Jan 6, 2020 by : ks

Chapter 2 – Part 7

Posted in : Silencing the Voice of God on Jan 5, 2020 by : ks

Hallelujah

Posted in : Cover Music on Jan 3, 2020 by : ks

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This is a powerful video I found.

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