This has hurt Daddy, and I know you will be sad that you can not see Daddy.
Absent, but not absent minded…
Posted in : Uncategorized on by : ks Tags: crazy, ex-girlfriend, exgirlfriend, girlfriend, psycho, psychotic, sniffany
With court papers in hand, I came home with a close friend, to check if this tumor was still here, but the malignant growth had left. It took me weeks to track it down, but I did, and I had the papers served on Tuesday evening at 11:30pm.
Where is the joy – Part 6
Years ago when she was battling she asked to borrow money from me and I declined. Then, when I needed it most she loaned me a car. I still remember the evening I sat in her office and she didn’t ask for much, but I declined. Cold and heartless. And years later, she could help me, and with out even asking her, she offered.
Where is the joy – Part 5
Posted in : Where is the joy on by : ks Tags: children, empty, family, joy, lonely, numbness, simcha, soul
A chair exists but it doesn’t live, it merely takes up space. I now took up space. I was merely an object. My vessel was so empty that I felt nothing. Nothing made me smile and nothing made me cry. Emotional darkness. Dark and cold.
Where is the joy – Part 4
Posted in : Where is the joy on by : ks Tags: children, court, divorce, emotional abandonment, lawyers, magistrate, maintenance, paternal rights
It feels like I was just a sperm donor. In fact the best man at my wedding even warned me and said that once she had had her kids she would toss me away.
A brief visit with the doctor
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The marks looked like old bruises, and they showed up during the previous night. I check my arms and legs for marks every evening as I have Peripheral Neuropathy and as such I do not feel much in the way of pain on my arms and legs. Thus I keep injuring myself and not knowing about it.